On one of my very first posts here (previous account) someone called me a MILF. And I just wanted to say…
How fucking dare you? I’m TWENTY years old, that’s supposed to be young 😭
I mean, I do have MILF genes (sorry mom) and my female cousin has called my mother a MILF on several occasions…which is just plain weird, but I think that bodes well for me, lol 😂
My mom is fucking gorgeous tho. She’s goals…which is a good thing, since I’m literally her child, I have her genes :3
My body, my face, my biological age…it’s getting up there. I feel ancient already 🥲
Yeah America is weird about stuff like that.
But yeah, being a middle transitioner is awkward because on one hand we got in pretty young and have it pretty great, but on the other hand we just barely missed much better odds, by only a few years. It’s really easy to focus on the latter and miss the former.
Transition is slow. It’s easy to miss what’s happening and changing because of how slow it’s going. Add in insecurity, anxiety, and being hormonal af, and you get the sort of worries I see from you. It’s normal and common. Give it time, accept that the changes are happening.
Insteas focus on what you can do more for instead, stuff like voice training, developing a sense of style, facial hair removal, makeup if you’re interested in it (I personally learned while recovering from bottom surgery though lol), etc. I really wish I’d focused more on voice training when I was too early to pass anyways. But also make a point to keep things unrelated to transition in your life, at some point you’ll be done and it’s good for you to not be picking those interests back up for the first time in several years.