** stolen notice:

  • the white text content is stolen from the lyrics of the song Big Time Rush by the band Big Time Rush
  • the rest of the post if my own work
who cares ramble

* but who cares notice:

  • it doesn’t matter to peeps if u make ur real life own post or repost a twitter screenshot u found on reddit
    • infact: peeps prefer the latter.
  • so now im making a joke about that by only working on this for less than 10 minutes. maybe next time i put peter griffins and stuff in there too, who knows
  • this even affects that one awesome artist who posts their awesome drawings here. their work is awesome!!! >o< genuinely! but… a source-less hornyrepost gets more attention
  • yeye i know im reading into things too much, i shouldnt care and i should just - do things cuz i wanna, and i do… i do… whatever-

what u want, what u feel
never quitting, make it real.
when u rule big time.

thought of making an airplane-spoon-feeding post, made this instead.

the former might come later tho, when im in the mood.

rn, im not in the mood. i didnt have a chili chee burger (but will have tomorrow) and i - didnt even have my spicy noodles. now im just sitting sad infront of a fan and writing big time rush lyrics onto my screen.

whatever yaps. dont click if u dont like zaziki

gosh i need irl peeps rn. mother will return in two days. thats one peep.

brother was over few days ago. first time he addressed… my transness. ever.
i asked him before “what are u discussing with father about me?” and he said “well about u not doing so well in ur body” and… i wasnt sure if we were thinking about the same thing. apparently hes smarter than i thought and had been talking about it with my father a bunch. he (brother) told me that he couldnt imagine wanting to live as a woman, but that hes totally fine with it. father apparently didnt wanna accept it right away. brother told me details. apparently, father thought it was a phase that disappears in a month or so. i was over at his place couple of weeks ago and we talked about some not-that-topic stuff, also about depression (hes got problems with it, i likely inherit some of that). according to brother, that conversation made him okay with the topic. father didnt tell me directly but that makes sense.

im happy about that. big progress.

i want plant-based chili chee burger. and i want - to spoon-feed someone. those things can exist as exclusives.

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  • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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    6 hours ago

    omygoshy omygosh whaaat >o< u send some of em to your friends???!?!??!!? that is the highest praise i could hope for. it means a lot to me, thank you very much for sharing this with me.