butbutbut asking or saying is such a leap…

it feels weird to say im attracted to u… that feels like im asserting myself kinda… and… i dont like taking up space… so - feels wrong ~

definitely dont wanna be weird- but also won’t do creepy stuffs soo- im good there.

dont even really know what asking out means… im guessing its asking for a date but a date feels like - just a weird extension of what a friendly meetup is with some extra qualifier making it a fancy thing.

i went to see sonic 2 with a friend i like, but it wasnt a date (even tho he is a super cutie)… well now im just yapping.

thank u for ur replies! even if it seems like i rejected everything, i havent. i will remember and - find out how things work.