That is my usual affect on people around me. DW too much, though, it’s not that bad, but it does look like slowly losing the emotional intensity of your memories of someone until remembering doesn’t send you into a crisis anymore.

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I’m not being condescending that’s really what it’s like. It’s never like they’re beside you again.

Wdym not the time?

People don’t become ghosts when they die or any of this kind of spiritual shit. People when they die become only the memories you have of them and you realize how little those memories actually matter.

The graphical artifacting of mental illness.