I’ve been pretty disillusioned by the stuff happening here at my place. I feel like It’s just being doomed for changing the hands in a shitty neolib democracy. All of the leftists orgs are useless, even the mutual aid ones, so there’s nothing much to do. I can’t even read much marxist stuff anymore due to college. I just feel depressed and burned out.

I also feel guilty for not feeling any happiness or euphoria my colleagues feel that Vucic is gone. I just wish I could just go back to before I discovered Marxism and the fact that climate change will kill us all eventually.