It’s like being stuck behind a glass wall in my own head - watching myself be stuck unable to do what needs to get done

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    • Flukeyfox@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      18·
      2 days ago

      Yep, some days better or worse than others. I missed my usual dose time for my Elvanse so today is a no-meds day. Maybe a do little and play Stardew day

      • PiraHxCx@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
        12·
        2 days ago

        I was on amphetamines once and it worked so well, but doctors keep putting me on other shit that does nothing despite I always repeating amphetamines worked…

        • Flukeyfox@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          7·
          2 days ago

          Damn, why? :( Surely it makes sense to just keep you on the thing that’s been found to work the best. I was once on Methylphenidate at the start of my meds titration which was a non-amphetamine that did work but brought along a good few negative side effects due me so it was agreed to try Elvanse.

          The highest dose of that has been perfect for me so I’ve been kept on it…

          Hope you manage to get back on the right meds for you soon!

        • tangosox@lemmy.worldEnglish
          3·
          2 days ago

          Same, adderall works but my heart rate is going up too much and I take it sparingly. Trying to exercise more and quit smoking (I know, awful) but for now I’m just not taking it and doing my best. Which right now consists of working on a bunch of lemmy scripts instead of studying for pre-nursing, although I’d prefer CS but I’m afraid of the industry and I’m old (43). FML

        • earlgrey0@sh.itjust.worksEnglish
          2·
          2 days ago

          I feel you on this one. I had to stop my amphetamine medication because it was giving my heart an arrhythmia. Nothing works as well, but my heart. I guess I am just going to be a little more dysfunctional.

      • n0xy (it/its)@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
        5·
        2 days ago

        Well, for me it’s like that everyday right now. I think I’m having a sever depressive phase. This stuff also occurs as a depression symptom. But that also means it’s not always always like that for me.

        And 20:30 again. I should really cook something, do workouts and shower before the day is over 😐

        • Flukeyfox@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          3·
          2 days ago

          Ah yeah I can understand that. Though I’m thankfully not going through it at this moment, I’m well acquainted with those depressive episodes :/ it definitely adds to the issue…

          Be easy on yourself though, may the food and shower be pleasant for you ❤️