I’ll take some of your injectable E2 please (valerate flavor cause I hate my thighs), some of your backdoor P4 for the hornies…and screw it, throw in some of your fine CPA, cause lactating sounds fun :3

  • Courtney (she/her/they) @lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    2·
    3 days ago

    We’ll see how getting progesterone works out in a few weeks, then maybe in a few months when I start popping out of my old bras I’ll consider whether risking brain tumors is worth it lmao

      • Courtney (she/her/they) @lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
        2·
        3 days ago

        Girl what

        I definitely remember seeing a non-flat chest in your pictures!

        I’m only not-flat right now because I weigh so much… I’m within 20lbs of my lowest ever as an adult, but that was still barely considered within healthy weight range… Plus side is that now I’m getting a bit of a head start in excess adipose tissue on my chest!

        I dislike almost every aspect of my body right now, but I’m trying to look at the positives like that one. (and also my hips have always been a little wider than most cis men)

        I am positive we will BOTH get there!

        Hopefully in a year I can give an hrt update on how things are filling in 😊

        • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          2·
          2 days ago

          I dislike almost every aspect of my body right now, but I’m trying to look at the positives like that one

          Oh girlie 🫂

          and also my hips have always been a little wider than most cis men

          That’s amazing! Hips are like the #1 thing most trans girls get jealous over (including myself) so…I’m happy for you. Really. You slay. Love that for you 😭

          I am positive we will BOTH get there!

          Nah, don’t worry about me. I’m not getting anywhere, but you still can. I think a year of HRT and you’ll be gorgeous (even more than you already are!). Best of luck girlie 🩷

          Also, obligatory YES I’M FUCKING FLAT 😭. I don’t look flat, cause it’s all a ploy by Big Booba™. I swear I’m the flattest one here 😭

          • Courtney (she/her/they) @lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
            2·
            2 days ago

            Girl every picture you post I go “omg she’s so pretty!”

            Stop being mean to yourself, you absolutely would not put up with someone saying these things about a friend of yours, so don’t say it about yourself. I have to remind my own friends (and myself sometimes) about that.

            You can’t deny reality, you aren’t flat anywhere 😜 (okay that sounded more complimentary in my head but reading it back it sounds a little creepy lol I mean it as a compliment)

            Even with my wider hips, I still have a couple shapewear pads I wear when I’ve got anything form fitting on. They give me about 30-40mm of padding on each hip that gives my brain a nice little dopamine hit when I look in the mirror

            In 10 years when the world has figured out climate change, bigotry, nationalism, public transit, and cheap and efficient international travel, we can take a selfie together dressed in such a way that accentuates our preferred sizes of boobs and butts, surrounded by people doing the same 😊

            Hey a girl can dream…

            (but srs stop being so hard on yourself, you are beautiful and worthy and I always look forward to your posts)