I didn’t expect it to end this way 😭. This is freaking heartbreaking

CW: Infodump 😆

I know this is totally different, but this hits home for several reasons for me:

  • I have a bf who loves me unconditionally
  • I cannot have his kids
  • He’s twice my age, 20 years between us. Obviously, I age like anyone else, but the implication is there…I don’t even want to think about that
  • I’m insecure as fuck and also need constant reassurance, lol
  • He never stops loving me, no matter what
  • He makes me blush (and wet) :3

I dread the fact that I’m so much younger. I hate it. I don’t even want to consider outlasting my bf as a real option…

When we were discussing me having SRS and I managed to convince him that it was something I wanted and needed, he pulled out a really serious subject.
He started saying things, like that I was on a good path in life and that if something was ever to happen to him…that I should live on happily and find someone to love me again…
And that was the only time I can remember becoming hysteric instantly, mid-sentence, from 0 to 100 in a split second.

I’m really not ready to go through that…so I’ll do my best for him. So that he’s healthy and happy and satisfied. I want him to stick around as long as possible…

  • riwo@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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    2 days ago

    these comics are really cute but i have such trouble suspending my disbelief or whatever because the flesh golem person is so pretty and kind that i cant imagine they would have trouble finding loving partners or children to adopt at all. i feel like the comic is trying to show me someone who seems unlovable but finds love. but then they have the qualities that most people probably most care about. i wish it showed me someone who most people would deem unlovable on a surface level finding love.