here it is. the spoon feeding post i’ve been meaning to do for over a month by now.

alt image (blahaj zone, worse quality)

yes, i’ve been discussing this plenty with a particular peep on matrix and now it’s here. horray. the one, the only, the legendary spoon feeding post where Lilac feeds White a bit of pureed apple ~

truly a sight to behold, hm? the time has come and oh is this time bringing us the one post we have all been waiting for!!!

looks at presumably low like number

… okay fine, maybe it was just me.

anyway, i hope this makes at least some peeps here happy. maybe. or maybe not…

maybe we will have someone claiming again that this is … a fetish post… which i didn’t find cool last time. aaaaanyway-

this is day 11. even tho, right now, it’s actually only day 9. yes, i am pre-producing here. this post is meant to be the post for in two days actually. but… scheduling posts isn’t possible here, so y’all get it early. merry Lilac-and-White-mas… merry.

anyway

there is a flower within my heart - daisyyyy - daisyyyy!
planted one day by a glancing dart.
planted by daisy bell.
whether she loves or looooves me not.
sometimes it’s haaard to teeeell!
yet i am longing to shaaaare the lot.
of beautiful daaaaisy beellll!!!
daisyyyy daisyyyy - give me ur answer dooooo ~
im half craaazyyyyy - all for the looooove of youuuuu ~ ~ ~
it won’t be a styliiiish marriageeeee-
i can’t affooooord a carriaaage-
but youuuuu’ll look sweet-
ooooon the seat-
of a bicycle buiiiiilt for twwoooooooo ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

here’s a fun version of that song, sung by miku. it’s nice and soothing. it’s fun. and if u want even more soothing… see here.

EDIT: i made an updated version because i forgot a CRUCIAL story beat!!! the obligatory “say aaaaah” bit!
how could i have forgotten that?
anyway, catbox is broken again… so have this poor quality blahaj zone version for now:

  • edinbruh@feddit.it
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    7 days ago

    I enjoy these comics. They really sell the sparkly sensation. Even if they’re a bit cheesy. But why the pureed apples?

    Keep up the good work, Maria 👍

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      awwww thats the kind of comment I love seeing <3

      my question now is: does it only sell the sparkly sensation or do you actually get the sensation a bit? thats - now thats what im aiming for.

      and yeaaaa bits cheesy indeed… otherwise though i wouldnt get the feels across as well I believe.

      with this one… panel 5 is quiiiiite a lot. like a looooot a lot. maybe too much.
      its so close, it’s so much sparkle it may be too much.

      a simpler text-only panel might have done it better. imagining it may be more exciting than seeing it… of course it is!

      but at that point, just… writing the whole thing instead would be better! and not everyone likes… reading. its supposed to be visual its supposed to be kinda grabbing…

      okay imma stop yap

      thank you very much for enjoying the drawing <3 <3

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        Not the original commenter, but I think part of what “sells” (ugh… I hate capitalism) it is the simplicity of it.

        Instead of imagining a specific scene, with specific people, we have ideas: no locations, names, or specifc identities.

        I can imagine myself in place of either Lilac or White, and it just works.

        Also, lesbians, gays, and straights can all enjoy it since it’s abstract, so that’s kinda nifty as well.

        • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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          4 days ago

          i’m really happy that you get the sparkles <3 that’s one of the things i’m trynna make peeps feel, and i’m happy that it’s working ~

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      7 days ago

      oooooh yes actually, ur right. I didn’t know they added extra juice but yeaaaah that makes sense… literal mashed apple would be too dense and… brown.

      but why would anyone decide to get the sugar-added apple sauce? like- u can just… add ur own if ya reeeeally want it sugary I feel. So we always just get the no-extra-sugar stuff…

      anyway, thanks for informing us <3

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      7 days ago

      I guess it’s what the French call “compote”? Similar to baby food basically, though I think they do tend to add “some” sugar in there.

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    7 days ago

    I’ll never understand people who accuse wholesome experiences of being fetish content :(

    This is such a cute moment! I hope you get to enjoy it for reals with your special person 💜 thanks again for sharing this adorable and authentic sweetness /gen /pos

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      I mean… I understand why they thought that. it happened on this post which, out if context, kiiiinda does read like some fetish twitter post kinda maybe?

      the context here was that the original actual Twitter post was about ai and… insulting the reader and such. it was about relying on LMs and such to do everything that is fun to do, essentially removing the point of life. so i tried turning it into the opposite. i went “no, its okay to rely on me, thats what im here for <3” and went for the role of a mama… aaaand I used “mommy” once… which triggers people… so I replaced it later with another “mama”…

      it made sense. I could see it. but when seen within context, I think it makes sense… u can read that posts content if u care for more info…

      anyway, thank u very much fir enjoying the drawing, i had lots of fun making it and… actually imagining how i would go about feeding someone and… how i would react to that… i physically acted it out to get somewhat natural looking stances… i like making these posts too much >v< hehe

      yea maybe i… may have a special someone someday… whom i can maybe feed at some point or be fed by… who knows ~

      I, again, with you a lovely and wonderful day / night / evening / late midnight / morning <3

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      mmhmmmm that’s what I like hearing ~

      it’s so hard to ask for these things… im thinking about how one would even bring it up, or make it easier for someone else to bring it up.

      asking “do you like pistachios” is soooo much easier to answer than “what food do you like”.

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      7 days ago

      yesssss you are doing very well for me ~

      here it comes ~ ~ ~ ~

      ✈️🥄🍎 zzoooooooommmm <3

      inserts spoon gently

      waits for you to nom it off the spoon

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        7 days ago

        chomp nom nom nom

        grinning with saucy lips

        Yay! Thank you so much for the delicous sauce, Maria! mmmmm great apples. I think there was a hint of honeycrisp.

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          5 days ago

          okay okay okay im back!

          i don’t even have much else to say, i just am really happy that you liked it and such and it made me really happy and i knowwww it’s just a silly bit but it really very much does mean a lot to me…

          i’m just really happy you liked it. really very happy.

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          6 days ago

          awwww aaaaawwwwh <3

          I’m si very happy you liked ittttt <3 <3 <3 <3 you have no idea how much this means to me------ a bit too. it means a bit too much for me.

          I would like to write a longer sincere answer, but don’t have time… have to eep, tomorrow early day. just know that you are wanted and loved and that I’m so very happy that you liked it (specifically picked non-extra-sugar apple sauce so its not too much sweet- that can be uncomfy. this way ita just fun apply taste in a fun mushy type texture ~ ~ ~ so very cooling and soothing in my mind ~ ~ ~)

          all that is to say: I might come back and Wirte a more sincere comment once I got time.

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    7 days ago

    i don’t mean to be rude, but i hate this “brainmade” tag… do we already live in the era where human creativity have to be marked like that? i hope not…