somewhere in august. i will meet up with two friends. one of which is a friend who i like to toy with sometimes- aaaaaand the other person i actually really really like a lot

alt image link (blahaj zone)

so now im WAITIIIING.
and its a long wait.

more than a month… more like 1.5 months to wait.

I CANT WAIT THAT LONG!
a potato can stay hot only for that long. it will probably cool down in that time. so i GOTTA DO SOMETHING in that time!

this feels like waiting for the legend of zelda: tears of the kingdom to release… kinda.

the post is based off of a thing i made for… that group actually. heres the original version (with name censors)
CW: theres german in there.

original version for friends

someone responded “Aww cute 🥹” to it so - im happy about that.

the background image is a photo i took… of our garden. cuz thats where we would be going. and i put some foods and games in there too. i think… they look somewhat realistically inserted… it looks okay i believe.

doing this daily will be quite the production act. i dont wanna make lemmy world slop, i wanna make actual real life posts i would usually also make.

thing is, for each thing i make i usually take less than an hour, so its doable.

i *will likely pre-make some posts in case i dont get around to making a post on some days. like a … youtuber. i guess.

now yes one may say that this will result in quality loss.
i see ur concerns, and i hold ur hand and look u in the eyes and tell u to also look me in the eyes and i say in a very soft voice

Hey, dont worry <3 it’s gonna be fine ~
If you are scared, I am scared too. But there is nothing to worry about, I promise!
Listen… I know the world is harsh and it makes you think that higher frequency output dilutes the quality. And I’m super proud of you knowing that <3 I love it when you think.
But this is a situation where it’s okay to not think too much and just be okay with what comes in, okay?
In this one case, I want you to not break your silly little head over it, okay? ~
Good <3

now that that’s sorted, yes there will be lower quality posts, of course there will be. ill probably put sparkles on them to at least turn them into eye candy.

am thinking too much about this - will imagine being shushed now instead.

  • gandalf_der_12te@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    1·
    1 hour ago

    i really look forward to one post a day by you. i’d say that “quality loss” is not an issue as long as you’re having fun. i’d say that your garden looks really nice and comfy and i have stored this to my disk in the “wholesome” folder now.

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      5 hours ago

      ohgosh annual? i dont know if i can sustain that…

      its just a thing im doing rn cuz i need it as a distraction for the wait…

      so for now its not planned to become an annual thing.

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      3·
      4 hours ago

      i … i think i said it earlier, but your shushing was quite something.

      that will be the content of an upcoming post now. oh well.

      not sure about the hope posting thing tho-
      i like the vibe, and i get how that also kinda connects to what i post usually, but it feels different enough that im not sure…

      i mean - u know that i have leaned more into… a certain type of post recently… and imma probably continue doing that. and for those, i wont post it there.

      i believe that the uncertain 196 community just is the right place. its meant to be a mishmash of genuine posts, resposts and… sigh twitter screenshots. and stuff peeps just wanted to post. so if i got another way of saying that i want to be a mother in a visual way - i will post it here.

      for other stuff imma have to see how well it works for me. then again… its a lemmy world community… hmm… dunno how i feel about that-

      i guess its fine. im done yapping now. see uuuuuu next time. <3

      • c0wboy dani@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
        2·
        3 hours ago

        well then, shush! :P

        I’m always glad to bring a little excitement

        no pressure on the hopeposting, tbh I share your lemmyworld hesitation and was thinking about making a db0 one if I’m planning on basically dogfooding already but idk there’s 2k people subbed to the lw one and starting from scratch is daunting… idk

        idk idk idk idk idk!

        idk!

  • TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zoneMEnglish
    4·
    8 hours ago

    omg daily maria!!!

    however, can i also get...

    the pancake video!!! i really want to see it! ill even make one where im cooking if you need it 😖 (i suck at cooking and adora can’t do it for me bc she hurt herself)

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      4·
      7 hours ago

      yeaaaa no ur right. the video is sitting half-edited on my laptop. lemme have a look rn. its a kdenlive edit.

      okay im editing it right now. u will hopefullly get it today… theres just… clicking issues… which yeaaaa… its not in the entire thing. it will be fine. but its gonna be a thing.

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      1·
      4 hours ago

      u got my picture?

      listen… this is planned only for

      • me
      • that one boytoy i mentioned (not in a spicy way, just in a “recommending dates as a joke” kind of way)
      • that one peep i really like

      so… u see - i just want to see them a lot. and - yea. thats what im excited for and will post for. cuz i gotta distract myself and stuff so i get over this time without losing interest but also without going insane.