kinda wanted to make this post into a visual, so here we are.

have been leaning too much into the sparkles recently, might go back to other stuff. or not. or maybe i will urge you to get a chili chee burger again in these trying times. or another mama post - i… really dont know. im just lookin to put time into making a thing where i can theoretically say “i did a thing”. its like procrastinating, but with a bit of output.

CW: contains cooperate entertainment product

oh yea, rhythm heaven groove is coming to nintendo switch today. its 40€, which is a miracle price by todays standards… i ordered it physically now.
good game series. u can apparently get it for 36€ on amazon as a digital code.

got nothing much else to share today.

i hope that you are doing well, that you drink some water and that you know that you deserve warm fuzzy bubbly feels and that you deserve to be held <3

EDIT: whoopsie, forgot to put alt image link. there you go:

alt image link (blahaj zone)

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      13 hours ago

      yes indeed!

      the song i was playing ans got completely kicked out of was Koishiteiku Planet.

      have been playing this one for dayyyyys- not cuz its a farm map but cuz that song oh wow is so good. i had to grow to it like i grew to nacho cheese…

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      5·
      1 day ago

      :o

      well… maybe someday, but you (!!!) certainly do deserve to be held and better actually be held rn or imma have to - tell someone to do that— (joke, very funny)

      yea the sparkles. ive before this wave of posts ive been distancing myself a bit from the sparkly, textured backgrounds a bit. sure, its eyecandy, but do peeps need eyecandy, you know?

      in this case it makes sense cuz it just fits how it feels very well. anyway - u better be held rn!!! >:(

      • TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zoneMEnglish
        4·
        1 day ago

        There is nothing wrong with giving eye candy; I certainly enjoy it. Just do what feels best.

        As far as being held is concerned, I can neither confirm nor deny your accusations and demands

        • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          2·
          1 day ago

          yea sure, eyecandy is something, but unfortunately my own “how good is this post” meter is still largely dependant on like numbers so yeaaaah… yeah.

          imma have to hire a serial kisser now… cuz i cant come over to ur place safely… calls someone

                • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
                  1·
                  3 hours ago

                  hmm i can see how thats spicy, u really gotta be okay with being hurt iguess…

                  imean like - listen. the idea of having something remain after a spicy time like kiss marks, bite marks and yes also bite pain can be very - verrrry spicy i imagine. its like - that peepses dominance persists beyond when they are around, and yes that is spicy in a way that gives happy feels afterwards too.

                  im just - so scared of pain in general… that im not sure i could do it… then again… maybe i could, butbutbutbut only after i feel very very very safe with that person. but at that point i would get more excited about them asking or me saying it than the actual thing… likely a me-thing tho.

  • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
    4·
    1 day ago

    some peep on the text version of the post is saying “its a horny feels” and I - i wholeheartedly disagree. NO, this is a romantic feel, YES it is. sure - it may have similarities to that other thing, but its DIFFERENT! very different. this is NOT a horny feeling, NO!

    this is a pure feeling. it has no lust in it, no horny, no disgusting stuff. it has - HAS to be a romantic feeling, it has to be. atip telling me otherwise, applebusch!!! >;( please let me have this feeling for myself, let me have it my way. let me have it in a sweet, exciting romantic way. please ;(

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      3·
      1 day ago

      am - not - cutie and also not patootie.

      it also doesnt do much for me emotionally so theres really no point. imma just say “>o< aaaa nooo am not cutie” and leave that comment.

      but yes visualizing things is fun, even tho this one ended up being rather generic. in the actual text post, i described it as overwhelming, like i had to pull myself out of it and i was - shaking and squirming on the chair, feeling so small-
      all that didnt come across here, but whateverrrrrr maybe ill make a proper one some other time when that feel hits again and im more in that mode still, instead of visualizing it as an aftermath thing.

      • F04118F@feddit.nlEnglish
        3·
        17 hours ago

        Well, however you want to identify, know that you make my heart melt every time you post

        • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          2·
          13 hours ago

          hmmm im not sure if eeeevery post has that effect, e.g.

          preview to recent post

          chili cheese burger post image

          then again i can kinda also see that now that i think about it… i keep reaching for a similar vibe. interesting.

          post link

          but im very happy i can cause these kinds of reactions for people <3
          genuinely, not just as a “blablabla people pleaser”, no, it makes me genuinely very happy.

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      1 day ago

      its real weird. its just a catbox moe link. meaning: a very regular file hosting site.

      usually those links are only ever blocked regionally (cuz the gov thinks catbox moe is full of lgbtqia stuff).

      anyway, happy that u can see those alt links, thats why I put em.