the last couple days. the last week. yes its been hot outside. but my feels have run hot too, like never before.
last time i had such feels was here but its never held on this long. they aren’t leaving. and i like it. i don’t want them to leave.
i was sceptical of what “feeling changes” from HRT meant and this might be part of it. It’s been there before but now this one in particular pops up almost constantly… along certain other ones.
maybe im hallucinating this all and its still the placebo or me allowing myself to feel more than usual. anyway, im excited.
yesyesyes i know i posted yesterday aswell about a similar thing but - it just - stood around. it didn’t leave. it hasn’t left for days. i feel lighter. would usually tell this to my therapist but whoopsies shes got a 2 month break so iguess no-
alt image link (blahaj zone)

the heat in germany is coming to a local close in my area. 30° and downwards from this night onward. horray.


:) glad for you.
also the catbox.moe files sadly don’t load for me. i think they block VPNs? the blahaj.zone images load fine, thanks for sharing.