the last couple days. the last week. yes its been hot outside. but my feels have run hot too, like never before.

last time i had such feels was here but its never held on this long. they aren’t leaving. and i like it. i don’t want them to leave.

i was sceptical of what “feeling changes” from HRT meant and this might be part of it. It’s been there before but now this one in particular pops up almost constantly… along certain other ones.

maybe im hallucinating this all and its still the placebo or me allowing myself to feel more than usual. anyway, im excited.

yesyesyes i know i posted yesterday aswell about a similar thing but - it just - stood around. it didn’t leave. it hasn’t left for days. i feel lighter. would usually tell this to my therapist but whoopsies shes got a 2 month break so iguess no-

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the heat in germany is coming to a local close in my area. 30° and downwards from this night onward. horray.

  • Appie Elomekra@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    9 hours ago

    glad that maria’s feels are consistent! Absoutely feel free to post about them here, would love to hear!

    speaking of feels, every time you say it, we are remimded of Arknights EP - [Feels] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MpMto0d4tgg

    mmm also, glad to know that the hottest days are over! It’s back to cutesy clothes, and uhh, not melting!

    lovely arts! fuzzy feelings! wrote these at the end cuz image took time to load, appie wifi quircky :3

    • maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      8 hours ago

      hmmnnawwww thank u very much! <3

      its kinda a smooool bit demotivating when the posts get less likes than… all the reddit reposts and twitter screenshots… but i still like making them ~ mostly for myself, really.

      let’s see where this journey goes.

      • Appie Elomekra@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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        7 hours ago

        can relate, although lemmy is a smol place. Also appie has always thought of this community as like, a billboard for 196. You put the stuff here, and your friends will answer :3

        If you wanna distribute your arts though, check fedi, that will be a wide coverage.